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Gaslighting 1/?
(Anonymous) 2012-03-03 05:53 am (UTC)(link)Characters/Pairings: James/F!LW
Kinks: Incest, abuse, noncon, drugs, angst
Summary: The Lone Wanderer remembers being raped by her father the night before he left the Vault. Trouble is, she's not sure she can trust her memories.
Author's Note: Fuck, this came out depressing. You've been warned.
She was her father's daughter. Whatever the G.O.A.T. said about her future as a tattoo artist, Hannah was a scientist from the time she could crawl. Insatiably curious, she always had to pick things apart or open up hidden spaces, her appetite for discovery matched only by her love of books. She continued after leaving the vault, hoarding every pre-war novel or textbook she could find and staying up through the night reading them.
One book told her about something called the Seduction Theory. At first, Sigmund Freud believed women who said they had been raped by their fathers, but as the sheer number of them grew, he wondered if something else was going on. Perhaps they had created false memories, memories which both satisfied their shameful crushes on their fathers and wracked them with trauma of its own.
The alternative- the idea that so much of society was founded upon abuse and incest- was too horrifying for the poor doctor to believe.
She also read a story set in pre-war America, in a town called Salem. Young Goodman Brown sees his family worshiping the devil, and is tormented the rest of his life by the question of whether or not what he saw was a dream.
Hannah could relate to both the doctor and the puritan. People thought she was a sucker when she took every shit job they offered; she couldn't tell them she was putting off the search for her dad as long as possible. Because when she found him, she'd have to decide what to say.
Dad, I think I'm going crazy.
Don't call yourself a father. Fathers don't do that to their daughters.
What did you do the night before you left?
Or maybe it would be better not to ask him. If she was wrong, she wouldn't break his heart by slandering him. If she was right, she would never have to know. She could go on like she was now- it wasn't so unbearable, was it?
Most days were fine. She worked for Moira, and gave short answers when anyone asked about her family. Faces in Megaton had been friendly since she disarmed the bomb, but not overbearingly so. Attractive men were few and far between, so she didn't have to make any decisions in that regard; the only man she could have fallen for was married, and a wannabe vampire to boot. Her dog was company enough, and the radio kept her upbeat during the day.
Most nights were fine, too. It was only sometimes, when she couldn't get to sleep, that she remembered what might have been a dream.
Re: Gaslighting 1/?
(Anonymous) 2012-03-03 03:28 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Gaslighting 1/?
(Anonymous) 2012-03-03 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Gaslighting 1/?
(Anonymous) 2012-03-07 12:30 am (UTC)(link)