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Keep Your Composure 13/?

Date: 2011-12-06 06:02 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
It’s the first time she’s laughed in a while, even though she is busy getting pummeled with snowballs. Her laughter is infectious, and soon the whole group is laughing too.

She isn’t doing much better than she was, but she’s pushing through for the sake of the group. They all can see that, and don’t begrudge her it. They all tell her how well she’s doing, how healthy she looks, and even Arcade can’t help but join in with their false encouragements.

He may not have a high tolerance for bullshit, but sometimes life is too short.

She hits Cass in the back of the head with a snowball, and the caravaneer swears playfully. Cass tackles her into the snow, taking care to not slam into her too hard. Courier squeals with delight, wrestling away from her. Rex barks happily from the sidelines, and races over to the two women to lick their faces. Doc Henry had given the cyberdog some medicine for the pain, and in the morning they were going to head out to find him a new brain.

They were a lot like Dorothy and her ragtag bunch trying to find the wizard, only instead of a yellow brick road they were traversing a nuclear wasteland forgotten by time, Arcade muses.

Courier hits Arcade with a snowball, and he takes it with good grace. He even manages to laugh while brushing the freezing snow out of his hair. She shoots him a lopsided grin before holding a finger to her lips. She eyes Raul, who has his back turned to them and is talking to Boone. She sneaks over while Cass and Veronica pummel each other with snowballs and yell obscenities that cause Lily to scold the both of them, and do they kiss their mothers with those mouths? E-DE chirps along, happily playing something about letting it snow, and Arcade tries not to glare at the robot too much.

Boone raises an eyebrow when he sees Courier, but otherwise lets her dump snow over the ghoul’s head. He swears beautifully in Spanish while Boone and Courier laugh. Arcade sits on the porch next to a happy Rex, lighting up another cigarette. He always promised Daisy he would never take up smoking, but he always seems to smoke during times of crisis and cold weather.

Courier turns to Boone to throw snow at him, but he beats her to it. She spits the snow out of her mouth with a delighted expression, and tries to tackle him. He easily catches her arms, and holds her a little too close against him. She gives him a wary look, and he smiles. Arcade blows a puff of smoke out, watching the two through a haze. Boone picks Courier up, twirling her around before gently depositing her into a pile of snow. Arcade hears a muffled ‘Hey!’ before Courier sits up, pulling Boone in after her.

“Those two should just fuck and get it over with,” Cass grumbles, plopping down next to Arcade, the brim of her hat weighed down with snow.

“I love it when you talk dirty,” Arcade comments, handing her a cigarette. She lights it, and before she can bring it to her lips, Veronica plucks it out of her hand, E-DE buzzing around her head.

“These are bad for you, you know,” she says, taking a deep drag before handing it back to Cass.

“Stop bogarting my smokes, you dyke,” Cass teases. Veronica, in response, collapses into Cass’ lap.


Keep Your Composure 13a/?

Date: 2011-12-06 06:02 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“I’m obviously the femme of the two of us, you butch dyke,” Veronica says, kissing Cass’ cheek. Cass rolls her eyes, but Arcade can see the hint of a grin from underneath her hat. Raul is the last to join the group on the porch, grumbling about how bad the cold is for his bones while still grinning. They all watch Courier and Boone play in the snow, placing bets on when they’ll get tired (or in Cass and Raul’s case, bets on when they’ll finally give up the ghost and start a relationship).

Arcade stops paying attention after a while, instead focusing on the snow. The last time he saw snow was when he was a small child. It was just after his father died, and try as he might, he can’t remember much about his father other than his height. What he remembers is James, and Courier looks so much like him it hurts. He remembers James helping him build a snowman, and having a snowball fight with him because there weren’t any other kids around. He remembers a sadness and longing at his father’s passing, and he remembers those emotions reflected in James’ eyes.

Arcade is pulled from his reminiscing by a loud, persistent coughing. He turns to see Courier doubled over, wheezing, and Boone adamantly trying to lead her to the lodge. She’s shaking her head, but once she coughs hard enough to splatter blood in the snow, Boone picks her up to carry her inside. Arcade follows them inside, and the rest of the group is at his heels. Courier looks over Boone’s shoulder at the snow with a familiar sad look in her eyes, and Arcade fights to stay in the present, even while her gaze is pulling him into a past he’d rather forget.

Keep Your Composure 14/?

Date: 2011-12-06 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“I hate being cooped up,” Israel grumbles, glaring at the rotting walls of the shack. James cooks dinner, smiling gently at him.

“At least we know you’re feeling better,” he says. “Yesterday, you didn’t have the energy to complain.

“I’m well enough to travel, and you know it,” Israel says, even though he isn’t, and they both know that. James just shakes his head, handing Israel a plate of food.

“You’ll need to eat if you’re going to be good for anything,” he says gently. Israel grumbles about eating ‘wasteland crap’, but puts the spoon to his mouth anyway. He doesn’t tell James that he loves his cooking, instead opting for grumpy silence.

“We’ve probably missed her, if she went back to Vegas,” Israel says between mouthfuls of food. James nods absently, fingering the pages of his Bible.

“That’s fine. She’s not keeping a low profile. We’ll be able to catch her again.”

“What are you going to do if it isn’t her?” Israel asks, swallowing.

“I don’t really know,” James admits. “Apologize for the trouble? I’ll probably keep traveling with you until one of us dies.” Israel coughs, wincing at the pain in his shoulder. That might be sooner than we think, he should say.

“Pfft. When you die, you mean. I’m fucking immortal,” he says instead, before succumbing to a coughing fit. “This damn Mojave weather. Too much goddamned dust,” he wheezes. James is at his side instantly, patting his back gently.

“You need to take it easy,” James chides, and Israel scoffs, but still lets the other man lean him back.

“I’ll take it easy when I’m dead,” he grumbles. James laughs, moving the dishes aside.

“I’m here to make sure you take care of yourself before that happens.”

“You sound just like Mona did, you know that? No wonder you two got along so well. Sometimes I feel like she should’ve married you instead of me,” Israel says, blinking sleep from his eyes.

“You two were perfect together,” James answers, his voice strangely quiet. Israel doesn’t comment, only motions towards James’ Bible.

“Read me a story out of that thing, would you?” he says. “I’m bored out of my damned mind.” James picks up the book, and obliges him.

“Then went Samson to Gaza, and saw there a harlot, and went in unto her,” James begins.

“A harlot, huh? Sounds like my kind of story,” Israel says, and James tries to hide his smile.

“Hush, you old pervert.” Israel makes a face at him, and motions for him to continue reading. He fades in and out of consciousness, listening to James’ voice more than James’ words. He used to make him and Mona read to the group while they were traveling. They had great fun with it, even taking turns and acting out the stories they read. They all adored the stories, even Orion, who often grumbled about literature being a woman’s domain. James would affect silly voices, and Mona would read her lines with a dramatic flourish.

Israel would sit enraptured with the both of them, watching their faces and bodies more than listening to the stories they would tell. Whenever Arcade would cry, the two of them would improvise the stories, telling them from memory. James and Mona had read many of the same things, and would finish each other’s stories while Israel bounced Arcade on his knee.

There weren’t any more stories after they were summoned to Navarro. Israel was told to serve the Enclave until his final breath, or face the consequences.

Keep Your Composure 14a/?

Date: 2011-12-06 06:55 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“There isn’t anything you can do to me that I can’t survive,” he had boasted to the brass.

“But there is,” they had replied. “You can rejoin our ranks, or you can watch your entire platoon die. Moreno, Kreger, Johnson, Whitman. We will execute them all. Your wife and child? We will tie them to posts, and leave them for raiders. That soldier from the East? We will send him back to his commanding officers in a matchbox. Your call, Gannon.”

He had made his call, and loathed the Enclave ever since. He rejoiced when, a scant two years later, a tribal from Arroyo blew Navarro to hell. He never set out to search for them, instead drifting through the wastes as a man without a purpose. He didn’t think they would ever forgive him for his deception.

“’And she said unto him, How canst thou say, I love thee, when thine heart is not with me? Thou hast mocked me these three times, and hast not told me wherein thy great strength lieth.’”

“That’s enough for now,” Israel says, a sick feeling in his stomach. “I’m feeling tired.” James nods, shutting his book. “Short version. How does it end?”

“Samson, vexed to death by Deliliah’s questioning, tells her the secret of his strength.”

“What is it?”

“His hair. He keeps it long, and God gives him strength.”

“What happens afterwards?” Israel asks, stifling a yawn. James pulls the blanket up around his narrow, withered shoulders.

“She cuts his hair, robbing him of his strength, and delivers him to his enemies,” James answers smoothly, tucking the blanket around Israel. His hands warm his freezing flesh, and he is sad to feel them leave his skin.

“What an awful story,” Israel murmurs, his eyes drifting close. “Is the whole book like that?” James chuckles, and Israel can see his youthful face smiling in his memories.

“Only half of it.”

“And the other half?”

“I’ll tell you when you wake up.”

Re: Keep Your Composure 14a/?

Date: 2011-12-07 08:54 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I'm feeling very torn. I can't wait for the two groups to converge, so I can see them interact. On the other hand, that would probably be the end of the story, and I don't want it to end. Ever.

Keep Your Composure 15a/?

Date: 2011-12-14 04:11 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)

Courier falls ill with a fever. Marcus lets them stay in the rooms farthest from the rest of Jacobstown’s inhabitants, much to Keene’s displeasure. The nightkin finds little solace in the fact that they are too far away to stare at him and his brethren.

Boone leans against the wall with his arms crossed tightly over his chest, and his teeth clench with every rattling breath Courier takes. Veronica hovers over Arcade’s shoulder worriedly, and Arcade finally has to come get Cass to pry her away.

“Tell everyone I’m fine,” Courier says weakly, after drifting in and out of consciousness for some time. “Arcade, I could cut the tension in this room with a knife. It’s just a fever.”

“You’re treading on dangerous ground,” he says, checking her temperature. She is still hot to the touch. “Even ‘just a fever’ could kill you in the state you’re in.” She makes a face, and turns to look at the rest of the group, Veronica in particular.

“I’ll be fine,” she says, forcing a grin. “What I care about is Rex. Did anyone find out where to get him a new brain?”

“Best bet is Gibson Scrapyard,” Cass says. “I can get it while you recover.” Courier nods, her eyes drifting closed. She struggles to stay awake.

“Take someone with you,” she says sleepily. Cass motions for Veronica to follow her, and Veronica shakes her head.

“Come on, kid,” Cass says gently. Veronica doesn’t say anything, but miserably follows the other woman out. Courier falls asleep, and Arcade sighs.

All he can do now is wait.

After the sun sets, the Courier’s fever still hasn’t broken, and it’s affecting her state of mind. She glances around the room frantically.

“We have to go,” she says. “Where is Charon?” Arcade bites back a weary sigh. Boone places a hand on his shoulder.

“I can stay with her if you need sleep,” he offers, and Arcade isn’t sure if he’s ever been tempted by anything more in his life. He nods sleepily, and stands up.

“Come get me if you can’t handle her,” he says. Courier swigs her legs over the bed, and Arcade watches Boone try to gently push her back.

“You need rest,” he says gently, and Courier looks on the verge of tears.

“You don’t understand,” she whispers. “We can’t let them have it. Where is Charon?”

“We won’t,” Boone says, and Arcade could bless him if he were a religious man. “We’ll keep it safe.”

“Charon,” she demands. She begins calling for him, and she struggles away from Boone to stand. Arcade bites back a shout. He’s tired, she’s sick, and all he wants to do is fall in a heap and sleep for the next few days. She manages to get to the door, only to be stopped by Raul.

“Get back in bed,” the ghoul says firmly, his hands clenching her shoulders. She looks up at him, and caresses his cheek almost blissfully.

“Charon,” she says happily, and Arcade can see Raul’s resulting wince from across the room.

“Hija,” he begins, but she doesn’t let him finish. Her lips slam against the ghoul’s with a desperate want that makes Arcade blush. He chances a glance over at Boone, and tries not to flinch at the hopeless look on the other man’s face.

Raul pushes the Courier away after a moment (too long of a moment, Arcade thinks), and she simply gazes up happily at him.

“I thought you were dead,” she whispers, and Raul, for once, looks at a loss for words. He leads her back to the bed, and touches the back of his palm to her forehead.

“Arcade,” he murmurs, and Arcade nods, pulling out a syringe of Med-X to administer to bring her fever down.

“Keep her distracted,” he orders, and Raul nods wearily. She turns to look at Raul again with a smile.

“I love you,” she says, throwing her arms around it. “I never told you that enough.” Raul hugs her back, more to hold her in place so Arcade can give her the shot than anything else.

“I know,” he says softly, kissing her forehead. Arcade administers the Med-X, and only a soft gasp of pain is heard from Courier, which Raul soothes with another kiss. “I always knew.”

Re: Keep Your Composure 15a/?

Date: 2011-12-14 04:34 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
You're making me bawl. This is excellent.

Re: Keep Your Composure 15a/?

Date: 2011-12-14 06:20 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Raul's resignation and Boone's hopeless affections are both making my lips quiver. :( I might be reading it wrong, but I think they both love her. The courier's gonna make a lot of people cry when she dies.

Keep Your Composure 15b/?

Date: 2011-12-14 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“Who is he?” Boone demands quietly after the Courier falls asleep again.

“I don’t know,” Raul answers evasively.

“Bullshit,” Boone snaps. “You talk to her about him. She hallucinates that you’re him. That piece of paper she carries around like a god damned rosary has his name written on it. Who. Is. He?” Arcade puts a hand on Boone’s arm in an effort to soothe him, but he shrugs it off. He shoots a guilty look at Arcade, and so Arcade leaves him alone. Raul sighs before answering.

“I met him about fifty years ago. I made my way to a place called The Capital Wasteland.” Arcade shoots a look at Courier, and she looks more like James when she’s asleep. “I think that’s where Courier’s from. If so, it’s a wonder she made it out here. The Capital Wasteland is a godless, lawless land. Everything is dead, and people would kill one another over a bottle of clean water. At least, they did when I was there last.”

“And Charon?” Boone prompts.

“A ghoul. He worked for a slimly bastard named Ahzrukhal down in Underworld. He didn’t talk much, but from what I could gather Ahzrukhal has just bought his contract. Some sort of brain-washing keeps him bound to whoever holds that slip of paper. I don’t know how Courier met him, just that she did.”

“And now she thinks he’s dead,” Arcade murmurs. Boone shifts uncomfortably, all of his previous anger dissipated. He takes a seat next to Courier’s bed, and a weak smile breaks over his face when ED-E begins to play soft music.

“You guys can go to sleep,” he croaks. “I’ll watch her.” Arcade nods, and Raul hesitantly pats Boone’s shoulder before leaving the room as fast as his old legs can carry him.

“You sure?” Arcade asks. Boone nods.

“Yeah.” Arcade walks toward the other bed in the room, and collapses on it. Boone slumps over in his chair, and his hand reaches out to grasp hers. Her skin is still unbearably hot, even with the dose of Med-X.

Arcade watches Boone watch Courier until he finally drifts into unconsciousness.

Re: Keep Your Composure 15b/?

Date: 2011-12-17 11:09 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Lordy. I keep starting a comment and deleting it and starting again, because I want to express how much I love this and I can't seem to get anything coherent out. This fill. I love it.

Keep Your Composure 16/?

Date: 2011-12-20 06:02 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“What the hell is that thing doing here?” Courier demands, startling Arcade out of his slumber. He groggily tries to wipe the sleep from his eyes, and puts on his glasses. Courier frantically searches for something whilst glaring daggers at ED-E. Boone is speaking unsurely, stumbling over his words and trying to calm her.

“Where in the hell is my plasma rifle? Charon?” she calls, looking under the bed. Boone spots Arcade getting up, and a pitiful sort of relief courses through his being.

“Her fever went back up,” he says. “Her skin is so hot. I don’t know how she’s walking around. Arcade, help me. I don’t know what to do.” Arcade nods, patting him on the shoulder.

“You’ve done the best you’ve been able,” he murmurs, eyeing Courier as she swings at ED-E. “Don’t worry.”

“Autumn! Can you hear me?” she says menacingly to ED-E, throwing a lamp at the robot. He chirps unhappily as he dodges it, and Arcade does his best to shield Boone from the spray of broken glass. “You are never going to get our hands on it. Do you fucking hear me? I won’t let you have it!”

“Courier,” Arcade tries, but she doesn’t respond. “Courier, stop.
That’s ED-E. ED-E. He’s ours.”

“God damn it, where is my plasma rifle?” She spots Arcade, and a look of recognition flashes in her eyes. “You know, the one I got from Harkness? Dogmeat,” she says, turning toward Rex. The dog sleepily raises his head in confusion. “Can you find it, boy?”

“Courier,” Arcade tries again. “I don’t know where you think you are, but you’re in the Mojave. We’re at Jacobstown. That’s Rex.” She gives him a blank stare.

“Courier?” she asks. “That isn’t my name.” Boone steps forward, motioning for her to come to him.

“Catherine,” he says, and she turns her gaze to him. “You’re very sick. You need to rest.” He takes an unsteady step toward her, holding out his hand. “Arcade is a doctor. He’ll help you.” Courier wobbles on her feet unsteadily, holding her head.

“It hurts,” she whimpers.

“I know it does. Come on. Get back in bed.” She nods, and Boone helps her back to the bed. Her eyes close as soon as her head hits the pillow, and they try not to focus on how shallow her breathing is. Arcade busily gets to work, opening his doctor’s bag. Boone wipes the sweat from her brow almost lovingly.

“This isn’t just a fever, is it?” he asks. Arcade doesn’t answer, allowing him to continue talking. “I heard stories back in the NCR about this sort of thing. People too irradiated to be well, but not enough to die. It starts to affect their brain.”

“Her brain is decaying,” Arcade says finally. “Rotting in her skull. I wasn’t sure at first, but I was afraid. Now I know I’m right.”

“Ferals go through the same thing,” a voice from the doorway startles both of them. Raul stands there, leaning against the wall and looking years older. “That’s why they’re barely more than snarling savages, right Doc?” Arcade nods, and can feel Boone breaking next to him.

The other man doesn’t say anything else, but Arcade can feel him trembling. He can see his grief in the way he holds Courier’s hand. Finally, he whispers,

“How long?” Arcade feels a sharp pain in his chest.

“Anywhere from a few months to a few years,” he answers, Lies, he thinks. She won’t last another year. “There are ways to stem the tide, but it’ll submerge her eventually.” Boone nods, pressing her hand against his cheek.

The three of them sit in silence, watching the unsteady rise and fall of her breathing

Re: Keep Your Composure 16/?

Date: 2011-12-20 06:10 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
D: You're breaking my heart; this is beautiful and sad, a!a. I'm loving every minute of it.

Date: 2011-12-23 02:21 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Keep Your Composure 17/?



James and Israel begin traveling again at Israel’s insistence. Israel doesn’t want to be the one to keep James behind. He can push these old bones forward for the chance
to make James happy.

They stop in Novac, and James chuckles to himself.

“I’ll be damned,” he says, craning his head to look up at the dinosaur. “That old thing is still here.” Israel scoffs. James shakes his head. “Let’s get a room for the night.”

“I can keep going,” Israel offers.

“You can, but I can’t. These old bones need to rest,” James says, flashing him a grin. “You know how I can get without my beauty sleep.” Israel barks a laugh and they head to the shop inside the dinosaur. The man behind the counter is busy helping two young women pick out supplies. Israel crinkles his nose in disgust. They smell like they haven’t bathed, and he stops himself from thinking what he and James must smell like, an old man and a rotting ghoul.

While the shop owner goes to retrieve their ammo, food, whiskey and various books, the woman in the cowboy hat elbows the woman in the hood.

“Chin up, soldier,” she says. “She’ll be fine. It’s like she said-it’s just a fever. Look at how far she’s gotten already.” The other woman nods sadly, and the woman in the cowboy hat flings an arm around her. “Come on. We’ll spend the night here and get plastered, and head back to Jacobstown in the morning.” The woman in the hood forces a smile, and James watches the shop owner come back with his arms full of their supplies. He drops a few of the books.

“Darn it,” he says. James bends over to help him, picking up a weathered book. The shop owner thanks him, and James nods, smiling softly in reply.

“Ah,” he says. “Rousseau. This is heavy reading for a night of heavy drinking.”

“We have friends who are into books,” the woman in the cowboy hat says, taking it from him. “Including this cute little number here,” and at that, she nudges the other woman. “Personally, I could never get into books. Too much fucking work.”

“Same,” Israel grunts.

“They’re get well presents,” the woman in the hood says.

“Oh?” James says, and Israel has always loved and hated his friendliness. “The friend with a fever? I’ve always found that hot Bramhim stew and cold Nuka Cola makes me feel better.” He holds his hand out. “James.” With a grin, the cowgirl takes it.

“Cass. “

“Veronica.” James nudges Israel, and he reluctantly answers,

“Israel.” Cass grins, motioning to the copious amounts of whiskey the two had bought.

“Would you fellas like to drink with us?” James smiles, and Israel grudgingly nods.

“We would love to.”

The four of them make their way to the motel room at the top of the stairs, and Israel grabs James’ arm.

“What are you doing?” he hisses. James just smiles serenely, and reassuringly pats his hand.

“It’s good to make friends,” he says. “Besides, I haven’t had a decent drink in God knows how long, and I’m sure you haven’t either. And if the booze is free, then who am I to complain?” Israel stares at him incredulously, and James leans in to murmur against his ear. “The one in the hood is Brotherhood. I can see her holotags around her neck. I want to see if they know my daughter.” Israel suppresses a shudder at the hot air ghosting across his ear, and nods.

“Your daughter is Brotherhood?’ he asks, trying to quell the sudden surge of hate. She's just a child you haven't met yet.

“Back east she is. But at Forlorn Hope, they said one of her traveling companions is a Brotherhood scribe, remember?”

“Yeah,” he answers slowly. The truth is, he doesn’t, but he’ll be damned before he lets James know that. Hazy memories are better than no memories, and he doesn’t want James to worry about him any more than he already does. James nods to himself, and Israel watches an old woman exit from her room to smoke a cigarette, leaning over the railing as she watches the smoke drift up to blend into the fading Mojave sky.

Date: 2011-12-23 02:22 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Keep Your Composure 17a/?



“Hey, Ms. Whitman,” the cowgirl greets, and Israel freezes. She looks at him, and he at her, and he expects her eyes to light up with a weary sort of recognition. But she pays him no mind, waving to the two young women, and goes back to smoking. He remembers her, can see her youthful figure hidden by the shell of the old crone she has become.

She used to be a hell of a pilot, flying the vertibird like she was a part of it. He wonders how she’s survived this long. He should go talk to her, and he sees that sentiment echoed in James’ face. James nudges him, and his feet move of his own accord. One step. Then two. Oh God. He doesn’t want to do this. Soon, he is standing next to her, watching the sunset. She eyes him suspiciously, and he wants to run away from her, away from the Mojave Wasteland, where NCR waits like a starving dog in the west.

“Can I help you, stranger?” she asks. He should say something, anything, but finds his voice locked in his throat. She steps away from him, back into her room, and her eyes never leave his until her door shuts.

“You shouldn’t smoke, Whitman,” he murmurs, the scolding coming to his lips naturally even though he hasn’t said it for decades. “You’ll die early. Your country needs you.”

“Live fast, die young, and leave a good looking corpse,” he hears her voice reply, carried by the winds of the memories he struggles to hold on to.

Date: 2011-12-23 12:25 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
This keeps getting better with every chapter. I don't know how thats possible, but it does.

Keep Your Composure 18/?

Date: 2011-12-24 09:47 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Courier is up, sitting at the window and smoking a cigarette. Arcade’s voice dies on his lips when he sees her frail, sickly figure silhouetted against the rising sun, and struggles for a few moments before his voice finally croaks,

“We need to talk.” She wordlessly motions for him to sit in the empty seat next to her, and he walks past Boone, who is slumped over her bed and reaching for her hand in his sleep, and Raul, who is slumped against the wall next to him. With a deep breath, he sits down, and finds his voice.

“How dare you,” he says, and feels cheated when she doesn’t wince. “You knew.”

“I told you I was dying,” she says. “I didn’t think I had to go into any more detail than that.”

“How long?” he demands.

“About a year after it happened.”

“After what happened, Catherine?” She does wince at that, and he still feels cheated because he isn’t as satisfied with it as he thought he would be.

“Don’t call me that,” she murmurs.

“What? Catherine? That’s your name, isn’t it? It’s the only thing we know about you other than the fact that you’re a dead woman walking, and you didn’t even have the fucking decency to tell us how bad it really was!”

“I’m sorry,” she whispers. He sighs, rubbing his temples.

“So am I.” She takes a deep breath, and he thinks that is the end of their conversation. He moves to stand, and she says,

“Please continue to call me Courier, Arcade.”

“Why?” he asks dully. “I don’t see any reason to continue this charade.”

“It’s the only name that has ever been mine,” she answers, smiling wryly. “I have my father’s last name, and the names of the two people he loved more than anything else in the world. Two people I have never even met.”

“Oh? So, what’s your full name, Rumpelstiltskin?” She takes a deep breath, and he isn’t sure she is going to answer him. But she does.

“Neil. Catherine Israel Neil.”

Re: Keep Your Composure 18/?

Date: 2011-12-25 05:18 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Its Christmas day where I am, and a new update of this was a very welcome present.

Re: Keep Your Composure 18/?

Date: 2012-01-03 11:28 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
God this is heartbreaking.
I'm going to die.
I swear.
I'll die.
If any of these things happening:

-Arcade meets Israel.
-Israel gives up the ghost and has his very slow, careful way with -James because Christ they are getting old, aren't they.
-Boone meets Charon. And Charon approves of Boone, but Boone struggles with the idea that he might be Courier's substitute for him.

I mean Christing hell if Rex met Dogmeat I'd probably wee a little but that's just me and crossovers DDD:

Keep Your Composure 19/?

Date: 2012-01-31 12:33 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
The motel room reminds James of her, and try as he might, he can’t stop his hope from consuming him. Nuka Cola Victories and Quartzes light up the room the way the lone light fixture cannot, and he swears he sees a Quantum hidden away among them. Books line almost every surface not meant for sleeping, and a single fedora rests on top of the wardrobe.

“Look, daddy!” she says, plopping a black fedora on her head. “I’m Sam Spade!” He smiles, and he swears he can see her ghoul body guard smile almost indulgently.

He shakes his head, and finds his voice.

“Whose room is this?” he asks. Cass and Veronica look at him warily before answering.

“A friend’s,” Veronica answers finally, while Cass busies herself with pouring the drinks. Israel sits in one of the decrepit chairs, his bones aching and joints popping. He looks lost, and James feels a jagged pain shoot through him. Israel has never looked lost in the entire time he has known him, and he finds himself frightened. Veronica moves over to help Cass, and James moves to sit by Israel’s feet.

“You can sit up here,” Israel grunts, but James doesn’t say anything, instead removing Israel’s shoes. “Don’t do that. My feet are filthy.”

“They also must be killing you,” he replies, rubbing the arch with his thumbs. Israel stifles a groan of appreciation.

“What are you doing?” Veronica leans over to whisper in Cass’ ear. “We don’t even know these men.” Cass tops off one of the glasses, and hands it to Veronica.

“Courier taught me to make friends,” she says simply. “Look at them. The sadness practically rolls off of them. The least we can do is make them a drink,” she says, taking a deep swig of whiskey. “Take these to them, will ya, sweetheart?” Veronica nods, and numbly hands the men their drinks. The ghoul, James, smiles and thanks her. He pinches Israel’s calf, and the man grumbles out a ‘thank you’ before taking a swig. Veronica watches his throat muscles clench, and hears James ask,

“So, what brings the two of you out to Novac?” His voice is slightly strained, like he is trying to weasel some sort of information out of them. Veronica shoots him a wary look.

“Our dog,” she answers quietly. “Rex. He’s a cyberdog that needs a new brain.” James tsks, and says,

“How unfortunate. Will he get better with the transplant?” Cass snorts, pouring him another glass before he’s even finished his first one.

“He sure will. Can’t say the same for her though.” Veronica elbows her sharply, and she yelps. “What?”

“Can’t say the same for who?” James asks, and feels the cold steel of a powerfist press against his face. Israel growls, aiming his plasma rifle at her and Cass emits a loud,

“Whoa, whoa you son of a bitch!” Cass pulls her gun out, and gives Veronica a troubled look.

“You’ve been awfully interested in us,” Veronica says. “Why? Who are you working for?” James opens his mouth.

“No one.”

“I doubt it. You know what? I don’t even want to know. Get out. You’re not getting Courier.”

Keep Your Composure 20/?

Date: 2012-02-04 02:58 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
“That went well,” Israel says sourly, lighting a cigarette as they walk down the I-95. James smiles weakly, kicking up a broken piece of highway. “That Brotherhood girl is lucky she didn’t actually punch you. I would’ve killed her.”

“I know,” James says softly. “Thank you for staying your hand. She was just frightened.” At this, Israel harrumphs. “It looks like this Courier has made some enemies.”

“And it looks like some of her friends are ours,” Israel grumbles.

“Veronica, please,” James begs, his voice desperate and urgent. “I think Courier may be-“

“No!” she says hollowly, leading him out of the door. “You don’t know what Courier is. You don’t know anything.”


Remembering the desperate tone James used makes Israel’s heart ache, and he claps James on the shoulder.

“You’re shit at talking your way into and out of things. I’m surprised you got into that vault at all.” This brings the smile back to James’ face, and Israel has never been more happy to see anything since this whole affair began.

“Luck was in my favor then. They needed a doctor,” he says. “After I left, my luck seemed to run out. Especially where my daughter was concerned.”

“We’ll find her,” Israel says awkwardly. “We will.” James smiles, and it’s the same tired smile that Israel loved. It’s a smile he can still make out through the ruined crevices of James’ face.

“Of course we will,” he says, his voice thick with hollow determination. “We have to.”

There is no other alternative.

Re: Keep Your Composure 20/?

Date: 2012-02-07 10:43 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Is LJ eating comments again? I can't believe that this fantastic update doesn't have ten million comments.

I love this. I love the interactions between James and Israel, and I love the way that you've written Veronica.

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